6 am.

I wait for your Good Night words.
I still wait for them when I go to sleep...
I know they won't come
as I know they're not the reason why I fall asleep.
But I still wait for them, along with your Good Night kiss.

They were meaningless when I had them
but now,
I miss them as much as the air lacking in my lungs.

I light up these cigarrettes...
and I smoke them cause I've got nothing else
Nothing else for you...
Nothing to blame
Nothing to praise.
I've got nothing...

but my 'nothing' is more than the 'something' you've got.
Cause I'm full.
I'm full of feelings, thoughts and words..
My 'nothing' is something you won't ever have.

Because when I say I have nothing to give, I still have a lot in me.
and that's something you won't ever know..